weeee... just felt like posting... XD

Wahaha... I decided to update, just because...

first... tnx to sis for reminding me about posting on my blog...haha...i just noticed... i haven't posted anything in months... o yah.. updates...

-went to ilocos sur~~~ uwa... i saw marcos!!! XD

-xmas was boring...slept through half the day...
txting friends saved me from boredom...

-new year, i celebrated at home... jumped lots! XD

-january... another bginning of the year... made goals!
yup, i actually made a list! w/ 10 items on it...
i just hope i make at least half of it come true... XD

-past few days... younger cousin always bugging me about buying a dress for the prom...
she's even more excited than i am... XD

-tomorrow,,,hopefully i'll buy my prom dress...the right and doesn't have a defect one... XD

-feb 6... prom night! wahaha... this will be my last year at spas... i hope it all goes well...

-march... graduation!!! wahaha... i dnt wana predict if i'll cry on the grad day...
but all i wanna say is that i'll miss everyone badly.... T_T

-april... college enrollment... i'm not happy about this to bits... i guess it's not that i don't like college...
i think i'm just not ready to face it yet... fears... i dread them happening... XD

-early this morning... me and some arashians tried IQ and EQ test...
results:  IQ-115... XD
             EQ-average- 65%... haha...normal~~~
weeee...haha... but i dun rily know if the test results are accurate... XD

and finally... an advanced happy bday to sho-chan~~~ weee~~~

*off to nothingness again*

today, saturday, 11/29/08, my whole life is completely gone...

why is that?

today, i went to buy stuff for my econ proj...

then an outreach program i went to...

i was really happy and enjoying myself...

but...

it's just not ryt... it just not is... rily...

why is it still not dawning on me?! why>!>!?

why are tears not falling and falling like there's no tomorrow for crying?!?!

damn it gail! you just lost your wallet, w/ all of your precious pictures, cards, and money...

and also your ipod, where you store almost everything... music and projects! your life!!!

why are you so stupid to bring ipod to those kind of places?!?!?!

i'm telling you gail... stupid!!!! stupid!!!! stupid!!!! you're the stupidest person i've known, ever!!!

curse you!!!! i hate you gail!!! maybe you deserve this... because you're the worst...

so now, what to do??? you've just lost ur wallet, half of your life...

and your ipod, another half of your friggin' life...

now, you've just lost your whole life! why do you have to be the stupidest ever?!?!?!

so how to classify this day now? arrrggggghhhhh!!!!

i cnt even classify what kind of day this day is!!!

oh yeah, i seriously apologize if you guys have to read this useless rant of mine...

 

just wanted to give a post to ne-chan nica~~~

otanjoubi omedetou!!~~~!!!~~~!!!

today is the day you were born...and w/o you being born, i wouldnt have met you, ryt?

so this day is a very special day for you!~~~

may you have more fulfilling birthdays to come~~~

and you're a nino ichibanner too!!! XD

i'm sure that you'll become a successful lawyer when you graduate...so...

pls dnt 4get my discount if ever i need one~~~ XD XD XD

but yah...a very happy birthday again to you~~~ miss yah~~~ chu~~~~ ;P

ok,,,,wow....2nd post in 1 day...technically....haha...
sorry guys, for that very wonderful post awhile ago...
that wasn't actually me...but that was my friend...
and we were playing around during our computer class...
we've got nothing to do...and i allowed her to post...
since i haven't posted in a long time now...so...yah,.,,that's the story...

now, anyway, yeah! finally able to post here...
haha... so many things have happened for the time that i haven't been able to post..
i was just a lurker for the past 2 months now...
so it's fortunate for me to be able to post now...

haha... sorry for the long rant guys...
hmmm....so, today for me is ok...
it's my otouto's bday today... happy bday brotha!!!
haha...even though he won't be able to read that...
i did a shout-out ok?! XD

so maybe i'll post again later... for my day's report..
or maybe not... i'm too lazy...
random... i have a balanced thinking!!! like...my right and left hemispheres are actually
balanced when it comes to my thinking...and the result said that mine is rare... XD

so yeah... later... XD

I AM GAIL. HEAR ME ROAR.

*raaaaawr*

Just wanted to let it out. :))

Now, I want to pose a question to you guys...

So... If Hours of Cardio, Hundreds of Crunches, $100's of Dollars of Wasted Fat-Burner Pills, and the Gimmick Ab-Belts & Abdominizer Machines Don't Work... What Does Work to Get That Tight Sexy Stomach?

I don't know. :'c

HELP!

I <3 Arashi.

Which member of Arashi are you most compatible with? created with QuizFarm.com

You scored as Aiba Masaki You're most compatible with Aiba! You know who you are and who you are is someone who isn't very fussy or high maintenance. Aiba seems to prefer someone who's enthusiastic about life and interested in experiencing it - with him, you get a partner in crime. Results based on a 2006 translated interview about ideal marriages - therefore, you may want to take everything with a grain of salt. ;) Aiba Masaki 73% Sakurai Sho 68% Ohno Satoshi 63% Matsumoto Jun 58% Ninomiya Kazunari 53%

Man, its almost 1 am in the morning, i've got lots of other things to do too! But why oh why am i now writing,or rather typing on my blog right now??? i dunno too so dont ask me,,,

i was thinking about flailing about arashi again w/ this post, w/ all the happenings that happened,is happening, and will happen this month and the coming months!!! Fancams! and especially the ohmiya kiss that's having me very abnormal right now....

but now, i decide not to, eh? instead i just type whatever comes to mind...it's been very hard on me lately, well, not only me, many of us, who care for our loved ones... I mean, i've never ever, as in NEVER expected for things to turn out like what's happening now...I want to help, but i know i look so dumb right now, coz really i'm doing nothing to help...i feel so helpless...in everything...i know i said that i'll do my best to be a better person,daughter,sibling,student, and a friend...but i feel that i'm coming to no avail at all...

i really just want to let it all out and cry,wail,shout, or do whatever to just release it all...but no, my mind says that its just a waste to do it...it's telling me, why shud i cry wen i can do more important stuff than just feeling all waily and weak,,, crying cant do anything,a waste of time, and a real expression of being weak and helpless...

will i even get anywhere w/ what i'm doing now? here i am doing nothing that wont do anything for people that i want to help...and what i should be doing i'm not even trying...tsk... great, now i'm ranting about it in a world where anyone can read what i type... i dont even open myself up to anyone,,,i always keep it, coz i think its a me thing...i should be the one to resolve the things that bother me...so many questions that sometimes dont make any sense at all,,, yet i think about it... will i go crazy?what will people think of me? what do i think of myself? i dont know...that's what i always say every chance i get... heck, i dont even know what's my goal in life... i dont even know what i really want to take up on college,in which the decision that i'll make will influence every detail of my future life... what to do?!?!?!

see, i cant even decide w/ the slightest of things,,, so reckless,ridiculous,,, that's what i say to myself now...it's very humiliating on my part,,,coz i dont even try to know myself, know what i want to do, or whats my real purpose...i get angry w/ the slightest of things,,,

and now i ask, what do i think of myself? a helpless, weak, undecided, and most of all an unsightly person,,,from physical aspects to my very last attitude nerves,,,i think of myself now as a very unhealthy person,,,i just take off myself from reality w/ all the things i say im happy about,,, i can even think now of arashi as a diversion to the happy me...wth?!

and now,,,,nothing comes up in my mind to talk about...its telling me to stop typing now,,,
so maybe if some things come up to mind later, maybe i'll type it all up again if my brain says so? oh heck...i'll just say till next tym if ever...ja,,,,

		I will marry Aiba Masaki.
		After a wild honeymoon, We will settle down in UK in our fabulous Shack.
		We will have 3 kid(s) together.
		Our family will zoom around in a Black Ferrari.
		I will spend my days as a Doctor, and live happily ever after.

wahaha..so this is my come back post ryt?
hmmm...wat to say? nothing really...
still the same old me... still addicted to arashi (becoming more addicted)...wahaha...
still bored....still overweight...still lazy...still 5 feet tall...
still gail, the stubborn,does-nothing-good girl...
why am i saying these things anyway???!!!
i'm supposed to be positive right? but no...i'm being negative again...
i so hate myself for being myself...
but i really wanted to thank the people who are still there for me...
wahaha,,,you know who you guys are...
so yah, all those still me i mentioned above....
i guess there is now one that's different...
all the negatives i mentioned above...i actually want to change it one way or another...
bit by bit, i want to improve myself and become a better person...
waahhhh, i cnt believe i'm saying this...but yah...i wnt to...
i just wish that i wont fail this time around...cause i've always been a failure in almost everything that i try to put myself into...
ugh,,,tell me why i'm doing this again...*smacks self* (to improve you idiot!)
so yah...that ends my ranting for today...haven't done this in awhile...
so thanks for reading if you've reached this part...haha...
have a nice day!~~~

ok...i kno most people wont relate to this post at all...haha... except if u love arashi...haha...=P

ewan k kung san pwd mag start...hmmm....
AAAAHHHHH!!!! nice start dba? haha...bsta yan lng ang pwdeng maging start s napanood ko today...pinsan maraming maraming salamat for letting me watch TIME!!!
Grabeh! buti na lng talaga ksi hindi k n kelangang magaalala sa aking pagflail or pagsqueal over arashi! haha...ksi we both love arashi!

Nino!!! pramis, you're the best! as in...di k n mabilang kung ilang beses akong tumili o sumigaw sa heaven sent looks and voice mo!! ok, may konting exagjz ksi alam kong may tututol...pero for me it's that...yan ay opinyon ko ok? at sana hindi mabago....haha...=P

Jun, Sho, Aiba and Ohno.... Niban ko kayong apat ok?haha... kya tumitili din ako pag tili-worthy ung moments niyo....haha...and matsumiya the best! khit na may ohmiya SK...at sinabi k nga sa aibakaland n khit saang pair or trio mapunta si nino w/in arashi ay magwowork ito kht anung mangyari...

Naku!!! Arashi!!! What have you done to me?!?! nagiging ewan n tlga ako dahil sa inyo... You have positive and negative effects on me...at ayoko nang mag-elaborate dahil super dami tlga! Literally!!! Kanina, kausap ko yung anak kong si Mitch na arashi supporter din...ewan k pero ayokong tinatawag ang fans na fans..supporter ok p...ewan k b!! so un nga pinagusapan namin ang arashi...tas un...

Michelle Valerie Sy! ang aga mo talagang matulog as in! buti ka pa... pero bkit di k p rin lumalaki ha? and that was scientifically speaking ok? haha...basta, ung promise natin kailangan matupad! Kailangan makapunta tayo sa Japan kahit anung mangyari ha?! haha...

Hai buhay!!! super haba ng entry ko ngayon ah... punta nga pla kmi ng pangasinan bukas kya mawawalay ako sa partner ko (my beloved computer na kailangan nang iformat dahil may virus) ng 2-3 days straight...I'll miss you my partner...mamimiss ko rin ang fellow arashians ko..if one is reading, pakirelay n lng pls...haha... anyways, haba na tlga....kailangan ko nang tumigil bago pa maging nobela toh...oh, and i miss GC and my friends na! (Do i have the ones mentioned? Kung meron man, sana magparamdam ksi ang paranoid side ko ay sinasabing wala akong totoong kaibigan eh...thank you...haha...kailangan na talagang tumigil!!!

till nxt tym n lng my dear blogs...haha...

haha...kya k lng to ga2win ay dahil tinag ako ng isang tao named berto...haha... tagal n rin ako di nagpopost eh...haha...

Rules:
1. Each blogger starts with ten random facts/habits about himself/herself.
2. Bloggers tagged need to write ten things and post the rules.
3. At the end of the blog, you need to choose ten people you're going to tag and list their names.
4. Don't forget to comment to their site that they're tagged.

=> I love Arashi!!!
=> I hate smokers and smoking!!! Stop it!!! Do you really wanna die early?!?!
=> I wish to go to Japan
=> I don't know which course to take in college
=> Kazu is applying for the hot guy section as of now
=> I'm so random...like this isn't!!!
=> I'm weird and crazy...and what do you know? my friends are too! u kno who u are..haha...
=> Did I mention that I love Arashi??? haha...
=> I miss being in GC... even if I dnt usually admit it in the open...
=> I'm SOOOO practiceless in singing!!! My voice! it's getting worse!!! haha...really... I can't sing properly anymore...and it's bugging me to death!!!


***sorry,,,but i'm so stubborn that i dnt wanna tag anyone...but if you want to,,,by all means,do it...haha...


+++Rules 3 and 4 ignored....haha...

This post was made possible because of Vendra nee-chan...see! I called you vendra again! haha....

anyways... my day started as a normal one...my mom woke me up... i had a dream actually...it's just that i can't remember it...I so hate it when that happens...really....i want to remember my dreams!!! especially my arashi dreams!!!

then i had chicken nuggets as my brunch plus a little bit of tilapia, an all-time fave of mine...it tastes better when w/ soysauce and kamatis+red pepper...ah,,,,too much food talking!!! haha...anyways, after that, i checked online things...and i found this lj community je_secrets...w/ an obvious goal, to reveal je fan secrets....the other revelations were seriously funny...some not secrets actually, but they still post it! haha...but some? not funny at all! and so not true....NINO IS NOT UGLY OK? that goes to the one who said nino is ugly and he shouldn't be a member of arashi... arashi was meant to be a 5 member group from the start...and if one goes, arashi wouldn't be arashi anymore... and i saw the aiba scandal today.,.and my mouth was literally hanging open....aah!! aiba...you're so thin you know...even thinner than me! i can see your ribcage sticking out! good for you your healthier these days....haha...=)

ok, enough for those who can't relate... but this i think you can't relate to as well, because it's also about arashi,just w/ another person who likes arashi....and she'll get the time dvd on friday already!!! so jelly of her... i want my first purchase too! and i want it to be special...ok so yah, we talked about other arashi things...haha...then i had to go be the at our station to be a cashier/secretary/call answerer... and i got to txt vendra nee-chan and mommy jo-chan at last! yey! plus i got to talk to my daughter again!!! mitch! mommy misses you! haha....=P

and now, i'm writing this after hours of just listenin to music and textin'...well, still listenin to music and txtin'....haha...and i think it's enough for the day....

SpEciaL mEnTioN: achi!!! uhm... i just want you to know that i'm so proud of you! and i kno and still consider you as what you consider me from grade school till now! luv yah!!! hehe....=P

    Hey! It's my first entry...well, honestly, this entry will be made out of total boredom....haha... But i won't be bored anymore later... Because i'll be watching La Corda d'Oro Primo Passo....It's actually a really nice anime if you ask me...But maybe it's only to me because I love music...and it can be considered as my only sanctuary....haha... how dramatic of me....anyways, I'm so excited...

You see, I want to go to this meet-up w/ fellow Arashians this April 19....my problem is that i dunno if i can go because:
1. I haven't asked my parents yet....
2. I don't know if I can commute to the meet-up place by myself...
3. The meet-up place is not decided yet....

haha....so much for me that is ne? anyways, enough of my rantz... ja, mata na?